the sun got so big it swallowed up the earth

but we were in heaven so we were safe

i forgot what the sun was

metatron was smiling and really happy

but i forgot what happy was

“finally i did it i made sure heaven lasts forever and ever” she said

everything already lasted forever and ever though

i think i remembered what being tired felt like

my body was all heavy and i felt cold

“whats wrong” she asked

i didnt say anything

i picked up the butter knife off the breakfast tray and even though it still had butter on it i started stabbing her again and again and again and there was blood everywhere

she just looked up at me smiling

“are you happy that youre doing this to me” she asked

“yes” i said

“are you happy that this is the kind of person you really are” she asked

“no” i said

the angel died because she bled out and so i laid in the bed next to her, and I wept.